Category Archives: Journal

I I sometimes have these beautiful visions. These beautiful visions of art surrounding me throughout every inch of my life. I do not feel like I am the traditional wedding/marriage type but once in a while I picture these scenes … Continue reading →

  I want a lover that wants to share words with me written on paper.  I want notes left for me with simple messages of love….with messages of comfort.  I have this idea of love that to so many seems … Continue reading →

I pick up these habits in life that are really quite maddening.  I tell myself over and over again that I do not really want to fall in love or need to for that matter when in truth it is … Continue reading →

  I work with autistic children.  I work with some of the most amazing kids I have ever encountered in my life.  These kids have made me grow to wonder.  They have grounded me and have made me understood what … Continue reading →

                                    What is love? My parents are in New York visiting my sister (I am in South Carolina) and we all decided to Skype today.  The entire time that we were talking to each other, my mom and my … Continue reading →

If you had an opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? I have spent a lifetime trying to validate every one of my feelings and thoughts.  I have questioned whether … Continue reading →

I had an at length discussion with this nameless someone (and I choose to keep this person nameless not out of shame but instead out of the sacredness of our relationship and the wanting to keep it only between us) … Continue reading →

I need to get back to my meditation.  I feel more clear now than I have in most of my lifetime and I still stand behind my convictions but I need to return to those moments of mental rest and … Continue reading →

I seem to do my best thinking when I am at the gym.  It must be all of those endorphins bouncing around my brain.  My body may physically spent but my mind seems to always be clear as day when … Continue reading →

Some Things to Ponder… I have made progress!  I have pushed myself…even when I wanted to just lie in bed all day.  I measured myself on January 22nd and since the scale doesn’t move much for me I decided to … Continue reading →